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Oh hai yoo! :D It’s 11:43AM for me now and I am going to meet Bird for brunch. Remember I talked last night about Bird being stressful w his stuffs? Tell you one fun fact. He morning call me just now and told me that he shaved all his “precious” leg hair and arm hair last night. Guess he was too stressed up and used shaving as a form of de-stress? :D 

It’s raining over my area, raining heavily! Well, today seem going on smoothly. Am meeting my mother for dinner :> Hahahaz, till then.

Thank you all new followers, ♥ ♥ ♥

Random question, what do you all do to de-stress?

Is it true that when you love someone, you’d worry for him his problems as well. And instead of dividing the burden of the problem, both are carrying the equal weight and sometimes conflicts happen when the other party doesn’t want you involve in his stuffs because of ego and the weigh of the burden suddenly seem to multiply..

Bird(my boyfriend) is deciding to drop his studies because he felt very stressed up. He’s in the culinary course and it’s almost 10hours of lesson everyday and 1hour transport to and fro. He felt that continuing his course isn’t going to work because as a devoted Taoism believer, he’s gotta spend every Friday night till Saturday’s wee hour at his religion place(and also when the priest ask him for minor helps like folding incense paper and such- he just too kind andcouldn’t turn them down. Adding on, his master priest is a very very troublesome person who really demands every inch of time a person can afford) and couldn’t much of cope with his studies and, me. I don’t know why but he always thinks that I am angry/upset/felt disappointed- even at times when I weren’t at all and he’d repeatedly tell me “don’t angry la” without doing anything. Always it irks me alot, it’s like, sometimes I felt I am controlled of even expressing my emotions.. Then when I said I am angry/disappointed/upset- he’d again repeatedly chant the same words,” then you can don’t angry/disappointed/upset anot.”; with a kinda tone that gets on my nerves. The kinda tone he gives is like he’s very vexed and using me to vent his anger on. I don’t like :(

Shift back to main point. So he met his mother some days ago and his mother complained that he grew thinner and got the wind that he hadn’t been attending school for the past 2 weeks. And instead of really trying to know what’s wrong; being a listening ear- she bombarded him w questions like is it that I have been giving him too much stress and such. Sometimes it really makes me wonder, did I really? I didn’t force him or anything.. All I want is so simple, a nice weekend together. Weekdays are schooling days for him with exception of some nights he come accompany me and Friday is for his religion. He’s just lazy to go school and always use the same sentence, ” Very stress la, very tired, later I go school you not happy”. No link, I see no link. Really. Anyway, it doesn’t really involves me.. He doesn’t like me to “know” to much about his stuffs, so I shall just keep mum about it..

Well, as a girlfriend, I do hope that maybe he could sort things out and not feel so much pressure.. He really aged alot since the first day I met him.. And he’s only 17 years old… I really wonder, why don’t he just act his age and enjoy life? :(

Thank you iamonlybeingme and georgiapapa for the messages :) 

iamonlybeingme; Hehez, thanks! :) Your’s awesome too!

georgiapapa; Thank you! :> I am sure everyone do feel sad at some point of times, for me- most of the times :( Yep, I am trying to express feelings the correct way now; by tumblr-ing it! :D Hehez, 

And also in reply to happycrappie , would really love to hear your songs :P Post a video or something! :D Also show your face!! :P Don’t use a paper plate to cover! Hahaz, :)

Thank you all for supporting both iheart-myself and thappiness! You people are definitely amazing!! :> On gloomy days, you’al have never fail to cheer me up with your cheerful messages and comments on my formspring and /ask. :) I love you all much!! :D Happy tumblr-ing! :D

P.s/ Do come support my new [sad] tumblr- thappiness, okay? Pretty please~ :)

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Let’s talk. :)

What is one thing that make you sad today?

The pool being close hence change of plans and since there are no other plans, I am stuck home till now.

What is one thing that make you happy today?

I don’t know.. My boyfriend being kinda sweet and go online to talk to me? Well, he  rarely use the computer. He uses it like once a month for 30minutes or so to view my [happy] blog. Maybe that’s something worth being happy about.. :)

What about you?